Summary: She had always been there, how the hell would know that if they did not value the lost? Why nobody told me what time? says the cover, this cartoon is dedicated to my sis super viviana for his birthday, I nenah adoroh! We are very far away, but you are a lucky and yet I still love you every success in your life.
nights I never seemed so long as in the past three months in which the left side of the bed had been empty without it. I rubbed my face with my hands, it was two in the morning and the night had not stopped thinking about it, how was that my wife be stopped and how I suddenly mattered more than anything it deemed necessary . Drop my hands into my side and squeezed into fists, how been so stupid to let go, to lose? Now that was not appreciated was that, which is damn stupid life.
nights I never seemed so long as in the past three months in which the left side of the bed had been empty without it. I rubbed my face with my hands, it was two in the morning and the night had not stopped thinking about it, how was that my wife be stopped and how I suddenly mattered more than anything it deemed necessary . Drop my hands into my side and squeezed into fists, how been so stupid to let go, to lose? Now that was not appreciated was that, which is damn stupid life.
I enter on the bed and light the TV crashed into my eyes, almost smiled at the fleeting memories flooded me, she always turned off the TV at night and turned on the lights outside the house. But I could not smile, could only curse to run out of air, then repeat mentally curses until my head exploded in an overload of stress, anger and insults. The imagine, as beautiful as ever, with her dark hair falling over her shoulders even with the slightest movement, laughing ... wait, when was the last time I saw her laugh?
The only memories I cherished my memory were before too long ... a dangerously before. From when we met, after our first kiss on the beach so we used to stroll in the park when we walked hand through the streets looking for someone to sell ice cream. Damn bastard, that bastard had taken advantage of our problems and had gotten into our relationship gradually CARAJOS WHY I did not notice? How could I not notice that her best friend loved her blond hair pathetically, and worse, since I could not perceive that she had learned to do? "It's just a friend more "innocent thought that I get damned to hell. He had always been with me, hugged me when I needed a hug, kissed me when he wanted a kiss, I was making love when he wanted sex.
She had the ability to become all he needed at that time, to be what my soul craved so hard at that precise time. My body needed that warmth, the blue eyes and that mouth smooth and fine me so mad ... That idiot was thinking that it would be for me always, even if I behave indifferent heart belong to me forever, but it was stupid to believe that she was to know that he loved her when they never showed it ... that the destination do not fucking tell me just in time when he could recover at least part of his heart that was mine ... now to the moon knows that is not mine, now I can not get what I grabbed the imbecil that using his affection, sweetness and all the love he says he feels cursed by it. It's too late, the lost and with it lost all the good that existed in my life, I lost and missed for ever.
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