Koko, I can say? Really changed my life. Never thought I knew a person so comprehensive, open and good as you. Really mean a lot to me, and I hope you know. For anyone else would do something so crazy like this XD
You became one of the most important people I have, and also my best friend. Thanks for putting up. And hopefully tell you the support if you need me.
're the best ... and sometimes spends time in which we do not talk, but you always I have this, and really you got a place in my heart. Happy birthday ... that are many more where we are "together" ... I love you lots!
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Sinful Games
I moved the cup of coffee with vacant eyes and took a sip. I was completely cold. I winced and looked askance at the large gold and white clock that rested on the wall of the small bar. It weighed nearly ten o'clock at night. She wore a little less than an hour waiting for it to appear.
he looked at my white rose on the table and kicked me mentally for being so stupid. Why is presented to a blind date type with whom he had never spoken only by Messenger?
I winced and looked around me to see the faces of those who would notice that I had been jilted. God really was an idiot to believe that would be presented. For a second I wished I'd had my laptop with me so I could send you an email telling you a couple of truths, but then thought better of it and sighed resignedly. I had no case. However, despite great congenial with him in our conversations, that's not assured me that we were to like in real life.
Outside the computer, the world was different, unfortunately for me. I sighed again and fumbled in my purse looking for a ticket to pay for the coffee. I left five dollars on the table and got up quickly trying to make anyone take notice. It was humiliating enough having to leave. No way to do it with all the damn people in that second bar staring at me.
bitter I winced as he walked through the door glass and wood frame. At least no one I know in this city. I had nothing to do for the next two days, but at least no one knew. Raise the front and walked down the cold street at a slow pace. In my hand was still wearing my white rose, one by which I was supposed to recognize the idiot who had not been filed.
Buffet aloud and hurried pace. The temperature was dropping, and the cold was starting to bother me. Why could never make my mind crazy and stop working? Just then he kept thinking about the reasons that may have missed our appointment. For those that failed could me me. I felt the anger running through my veins and I wished with all my strength to deal it a good punch. I heard my own teeth grinding and trying to relax jaw walked faster.
It took about fifteen minutes to notice that he had no fucking idea where I was. Nothing cursed and leaned against a wall trying to calm down. I would not go anywhere if I still could not concentrate. I groaned when the thorns of the rose I hurt his hand and threw it aside and back to a little nook in which this house together and formed a sort of alley.
- I understand that I throw flowers ... but you need not mourn, I am available, "he murmured a voice from the darkness. I was startled, taking off from the wall and raising both hands in the direction from which the voice.
- What demons? "I almost cried.
- that changing ... "cried the voice after a chuckle. I frowned. First you cry for me and then you get hysterical.
- I was not crying, "I said, squinting to see him. And much less for you.
- offend me "He said ironically, and then a little light shone from his face when he gave a puff on his cigarette. He released the smoke into the air slowly, and his silence made me one step closer to him.
- Who are you? I asked suddenly, unable to control the urge to do so.
- Who wants to know? He frowned again and I stood still. I noticed that I had been approaching a lot, and now was just a few feet away.
Eye had adjusted well to the lack of light, so now I could almost see it. He sat on a trash can close, resting his back against the wall. He seemed relaxed, carefree. He wore what looked like a worn pair of Texans and a black leather jacket. On one side of the trash was the rose that had been mine.
- Hell, do you cause a stroke? Not have been too difficult a question for you, right? He sneered.
- Kokoro-I cut it curtly, saying the nickname with which I called my best friends. It gave me confidence to tell my real name. Furthermore, the guy looked a fool, for sure if he said it would use it to get on your nerves. He hated that name. See seemed to smile, but was not sure at all.
- I am Jace appeared as he sat up and stretched his hand against himself, to shake. Further narrowed my eyes and I stayed where I was. It did not seem bad, but not too good. He shrugged and relaxed again. You're not from around here do you? He asked.
- No, I'm not ... "he was silent.
- And where are you, heart? I smiled for the way in which I had called and I bit my lip. His tone was incredibly sexy.
- From Mexico, "I replied with a whisper, and internally grateful that I could not feel the way I looked.
- Cute country ... "he murmured absently, perhaps to himself. I went a couple of times.
- And what are you doing here?
- I smoke, "he replied with a condescending tone, as if it were too obvious. I wanted to raise an eyebrow to strike him with his eyes, but I just moved to laugh.
- Oh, really? I had not noticed! That's incredible, "laughed the sarcastic tone that I put to the sentence.
- Yes, well, I tend to be incredible, "staring smugly let nails. I rolled my eyes, but I could not help laughing heartily.
- Quit smoking because my "friends"-drew the air quotes, complain about the smoke. So I am forced to freeze the bones here, "he added more loudly, directing his face to a door that I had not noticed until then, clearly trying to listen to him. Anyway, I heard nothing from the other side. I laughed again, this time a little more discreetly. He looked at me sourly.
- Well, what are you doing here? He asked, voice strained. A little less friendly ... but never really had been.
- I missed "I admitted quietly. To my surprise, not mocked.
- Is that why you cried? "Hell, I would prefer to be joking.
- Of course not, I put on the defensive.
- So you admit that you were crying, "she smiled slyly. Damn!
- No! "I corrected myself.
- You just say, "cried as usual, his voice a little rough. I opened my mouth to retort something, but was interrupted when the door opened.
- Hey, fireplace, why you're taking so ...? "The man's voice faded as his eyes rested on me, and a huge smile appeared on his face. Hello ... "he murmured with a little more serious tone, while looking at me. Approached with an outstretched hand. Jake, I was presented. Shook his hand with confidence and smile back at him helplessly. He was a young boy, tall, well built, broad-shouldered, dark skin and short hair, with deep blacks and bright eyes. In short: The guy was more than good. But what struck me most was how comfortable I felt with him. As if he knew of for years. Moves chuckled and turned his head Jace. Is something wrong?
- I think he has trouble remembering his name, he laughed again in a good mood. I looked at him sourly.
- No I have them! "Contradict him. Kokoro, "I said I finally. Jake grinned.
- I also forget, "she murmured again with that smile. What if I call you Koko? "He added later. I smiled and nodded.
Jace chuckled, but did not bother to ask what was funny. While Jake looked at him sourly.
- Sorry my friend, "he said in a low voice, but perfectly audible. Well ... has a special status. In simple terms, he is an idiot ... dropped dramatically. I laughed heartily and Jace threw the cigarette butt, hitting him in the neck. Hey! Going to notice sooner or later joked. Again I laugh, and the blond boy jumped out of the garbage and stood up. She looked at him with narrowed eyes, but then went blank and shook his head.
- The dead are afraid of giving him beheaded, "muttered a tap on the shoulder brown.
- Hey, I do not go looking! -was heard from inside. It was a voice, and a little rough.
- In a second! Jake replied with a shout, turning his head toward the door. Then turned back and looked at me with big eyes. Jace Hey ... some friends and I were playing poker, you want to join?
I bit my lip, hesitating. Really wanted to enter, but was not sure if it was the right thing.
- I do go, "said Jace entering. And shut the door in thirty seconds! It is cold as hell outside, "he shouted when he could not see. Jake looked at me puppy and shook my hand harder. I looked down in surprise. I had not noticed that I had not dropped since the introduction. I felt the blood flooding my face and when I got the light I noticed that she smiled. Please? "He said pleading. I bit my lip harder and look after a second, nodded slowly. Great! "Cried excited and started walking pulling my hand to follow him.
I missed the first, and I got feeling a little uncomfortable. Inside, a kitchen lit by yellow lights gave me a feeling of welcome, slightly warmer air around me and made me shiver.
- Come in, do not worry, "said Jake to note that no progress. Want something to drink? A coffee? A beer? He asked.
- Perhaps then? "I said. The phrase sounded like a question, so he nodded. He opened the refrigerator and pulled out two beers anyway. He opened one with a corkscrew-shaped magnet and returned it to its place after a drink bottle open.
- For here, led me to support his free hand in the narrowest part of my back. Maybe it was my imagination, but I felt that part of the body warmer than the rest. I shuddered, but do not think they noticed. He led me through a door into the small room. Where there was at least ten people.
Several talks were cut when I came, but no one seemed angry. Just saw many curious faces.
- All ... she is Kokoro, "he announced loudly, then began to identify one by one telling me their names. Each one nodded to hear yours. Koko, they are my father, Billy, Jeb, Jared, Sam and Emily, Alice and Jasper, Jamie, Kyle and Sun, Jace already know ... "He hesitated one second looking at what faces had not named and pointed to two that looked with poor face. Oh, and Alec and Isabelle, "he said smiling again.
- Hi all I said raising a hand to greet quietly. The Most smiled, and several just nodded.
- Make yourself comfortable, "he said away to resume his place in the table that are the focus of the room. Gave beer to one player, who opened with the edge of the table and a thud. I hesitated a second as he watched Jake took the deck and mixing it with skill. On the table were Jeb, Billy, Jake, a big guy with a girl on his lap, which although was not sure I understood who called Kyle and Sun, a small girl with black hair and broad smile, and the type of beer, a muscular man wearing a tank top. The latter, whose name I remember, I had not looked until I started to stare.
He looked as if she felt my eyes on his chest, and stood very still, like a deer caught in the headlights of a car. The guy was a charm. In fact, several men were good ... I asked for one second what the hell they were fed in this place, would have to ask the recipe later. I laughed myself to myself and shook my head.
I bit my lip and took off my eyes of yours with difficulty. I looked at other people, that he was not betting and located the Jace sitting on a low height cabinet, with legs bent under her body and playing with the top of a beer between his fingers. I walked slowly.
- Do not you play? I asked. I looked.
- Nobody wants to be plucked, "said out loud looking at the table. The white-haired man snorted, as well as several other people in the room.
- Sorry guy, but I think it may be plucked if you do not have chips, "he said with a smile looming down the bushy beard. The wrinkles around his eyes intensified, indicating he was joking.
Jace squinted at it, but then shrugged.
- not my fault that everyone is so good at lying, "he replied quietly, but clearly wanted to provoke the man. He just laughed and winked before turning to raise. I could not believe he knew what it was the game when there was Jace been paying attention.
After a few minutes, I relaxed enough. The atmosphere was pleasant, almost family, and I felt incredibly comfortable. A while later, the girl with short hair black and left the game and waved to the smaller boy to replace it. He was excited and sat in his chair. Apparently the money was not an issue for her.
- Hi, I was greeted with high-pitched voice. I'm Alice, was presented with a smile that he gladly returned.
- Kokoro "I said. He must have talked to me five hundred issues in the twenty minutes it took to decide to withdraw more adults. Jeb had undone most of the other players, and apparently no one liked to lose.
- Well, I think that's it for today, "muttered the man long black hair pushed her chair back. Until then I had not realized that she was a wheelchair. Jake let out the cards in his hand and stood up hastily.
- Hello again, "he said while sat beside me on the sofa, Alice moved to one side. I put one arm behind his shoulders and gave me a kiss on the cheek before smiling. I felt like I blushed. I was vaguely aware that others were watching him.
- I can give you a ride, Billy offered Jeb tone accomplice. Jake's smile broadened.
- Great, "muttered both.
- Jake, do you stay here? Asked his father. He looked at Jace and man Sleeveless T-shirt. Both looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders at the same time, as if they had agreed.
- Do not cause too many problems, "he told his father.
- Okay, okay ... "he said in a tone and is joined to push the wheelchair to the exit. In the same car were Jeb, Billy, the younger boy and one of the couples: a tall, olive-skinned woman with dark hair that hung down her shoulders. I had not talked much with them overnight, but waved anyway.
- Well, who wants to watch a movie? Alice asked, almost jumping with excitement. There was much enthusiasm in her large eyes, so nobody could say no, even though Kyle and Sun seemed eager to leave. We ended up watching a horror. Frankly, they were not my favorites, so I spent most of the time dropping and covering my eyes screams. When the murderer was about to discover one of his many victims, Jace yawned and stretched in his seat.
- This is bullshit, "muttered between his teeth and stood up reluctantly and then go to the kitchen. Through the open door he could hear what he did. I paid attention to every sound that reached my ears, as if everyone could afford him. I wanted to see ...
I noticed he had stopped shaking, and I stood slowly, staring at the light that poured from the wooden floor.
- All right? He asked a sharp voice, me out of my bubble. I blinked back to reality and noticed that he walked with his eyes averted, right hand extended toward the door. I turned to look at Alice and pretended to smile.
- Sure, just ... I need something to drink, "I lied. Why had she lied? Oh, of course: that was too psychotic to say "yes, well, I just want to go to watch your friend ... by the way, he is as willing." I laughed at myself and continued walking.
When I pushed the door, I saw Jace sitting on the counter, playing with something in his hands. For a moment I thought it was a knife, but then I noticed that it was a pen. I squinted to identify what he did. He drew on his own arm, as though a tattoo design.
- What are you doing? I asked quietly. Not started. Neither came in sight, as I thought it would ... I only showed a small smile of satisfaction. It took a second to respond, so I ended up going and closed the door quietly behind me.
- I hoped "he said simply. I frowned.
- How would you know that behind you? I asked. Increased sight of her drawing and looked at me.
- are all behind me ... it's natural. "Inevitable" if you prefer, "he said.
- Wau ... "I whispered nodding-you always you're that stupid? Or do you rest a week? I asked ironically.
- No, it's all the time ... but that does not mean that it is the most beautiful man you've ever seen, smiled again and went back to his drawing.
- If you think a lot, "I hope that sounded convincing. In fact it was true, the guy was of a thousand wonders. Of course I did not think to tell. Mute and laughed shrugged, in a way that indicated he was not worried much I could say.
- No ... "I said after a second, but I stopped. And then looked up.
- Yes? He asked. I winced with the mouth.
- I do not think you've come to expect, "I confessed. Another shrugged again. Until they remove that stupid habit, going to throw something, only to dislocate his shoulder. Apparently grew tired of what he did and jumped over the counter to go to the fridge. He took a beer and opened it with a knife he took from his pocket before a drink. He put the small pocket knife before speaking.
- I would offer, but the last-released before taking another drink. I walked slowly and looking into his eyes. I took it from her hand with gentle movements and drank a little, without taking my eyes from his. I guess we can share, "he muttered with ironically. I smiled triumphantly.
- suppose well "I replied, and handed him the bottle again. Drank at me and I also dodged to sit in the cupboard, next to where he had sat before. It took a little rise, and it was pretty high, but I did not make a fool too large. I sat and looked at him, reaching out to pass me the bottle. Half smiled and moved aside to give me. He sat beside me while I drank.
- So ... What I murmured you doing here? "I offered the bottle. Now his expression was more serious. He sighed.
- Only the movie bored me ... "he apologized. I rolled my eyes. What kind of answer was that? Was more than clear that he lied, but said nothing. It did not seem very willing to talk, and would not push it.
I looked for a second, but when I looked back, I had mine off my hands. He had a very intriguing eye color, but at the same time incredibly stunning. They looked brown. After a minute of silence, he looked around and found something the pen with which he had been drawing her skin.
- Extend arm out suddenly. I looked at him curiously and then I bit my lip. I did what I said and he turned to drawing on the inside of my wrist. He had given his left arm, which was not on their side, so now was half turned towards him, looking like drawing concentrate. I bit my lip harder, increasing the stroke of the pen was up more than my arm. And to top it off, then gently move the pen, blowing lightly to dry the ink.
I wondered if he was trying to kill the excitement, but even then said nothing. Just keep watching it closely, trying to memorize every one of its factions, the way that stress your jaw from time to time.
He had removed his jacket, so part of his arms was exposed by the short-sleeved shirt. I started to want to bite, so I closed my eyes and tried to remove those thoughts from my mind. When I opened, I concentrated on more than their muscle definition. His brow was furrowed. It seemed ... "Hurt?
- Why did you come here? I asked in a whisper. And for once, I thought he was telling the truth.
- I was not ... well there, "released without looking up. He paused to blow gently on my arm, then continued speaking. I've seen that movie. The next person who killed the father of the protagonist.
not understand, but I dared not ask him to continue talking.
- Oh ... "I said instead. He looked at me, and again his deep eyes caught me.
- I lost my father when I was little, "he explained. I winced with the mouth.
- I'm sorry, I snorted and looked at him, curious.
- Why does everyone keep apologizing for things that are not their fault? He asked. I frowned.
- empathy is called "let go without much thought. It is when you care what happens to the other, I said. When you want to not have had to go through something that happened.
He looked at the picture and my heart raced. I was drawing just inside fold of my elbow. For a moment I wanted to say that my shirt was in his way. Or rather, theirs.
- Yeah, well, nothing can be done, "he replied. His tone was low, almost painful. I looked for a long time, but just kept drawing. Once again blew my arm, her face close to my skin and I could not help shudder. He looked up and my chest was moving agitated by my breath, just inches from his face.
I bit my lip again, and her hand, holding my arm to not move, ran up my skin. Touching only with the fingertips, came to my lips, and gently brushed. First I looked at my mouth, but then went and locked eyes on mine. It felt as if nothing else existed. And then his lips were on mine, and my hands slid down her shoulders.
kissed me gently. Almost shyly. I did not think a man like him kiss that way. But then his face turned away an inch and looked into my eyes. I shortened the distance before he could speak, and then it was allowed to kiss all of the law.
I felt his hand slipping around my waist and I hit his chest pressing on my back. I gasped into his mouth in response, and barely had a chance, I felt his warm tongue working its way between my lips to touch mine.
We both started as she heard the front door open, but then a second to stay alert, Jace kissed me again, now, tangling his fingers in my hair.
night I did not think could get better ... really did not believe it.
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Well I hope you like the first part! : D The second I owe you, really weird things you ask me XD And that's why I adore ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Naty
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